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Apr. 30th, 2009

feel the rush

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 I am thinking way too fucking much right now.

Apr. 20th, 2009

feel the rush

This is all I can say.

I know this is emo and old-school but i have to post these lyrics  

You cannot quit me so quickly
Is no hope in you for me
No corner you could squeeze me
But I got all the time for you, love

The Space Between
The tears we cry
Is the laughter keeps us coming back for more
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain

But will I hold you again?
These fickle, fuddled words confuse me
Like 'Will it rain today?'
Waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted games we're playing

We're strange allies
With warring hearts
What a wild-eyed beast you'll be
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain

Will I hold you again?
Will I hold...

Look at us spinning out in
The madness of a roller coaster
You know you went off like a devil
In a church in the middle of a crowded room
All we can do, my love
Is hope we don't take this ship down

The Space Between
Where you're smiling high
Is where you'll find me if I get to go
The Space Between
The bullets in our firefight
Is where I'll be hiding, waiting for you
The rain that falls
Splash in your heart
Ran like sadness down the window into your room
The Space Between
Our wicked lies
Is where we hope to keep safe from pain

Take my hand
'Cause we're walking out of here
Oh, right out of here
Love is all we need, dear

The Space Between
What's wrong and right
Is where you'll find me hiding, waiting for you
The Space Between
Your heart and mine
Is the space we'll fill with time
The Space Between...

Mar. 25th, 2009

feel the rush

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 me: "oh yeah I left my make up bag at school" 
mom: "well, we don't have much make-up here at the house! what are we going to do?" 
me: "oh it's okay, i don't really wear make up anymore except on the weekends" 
mom: "But you HAVE to wear make-up! Everyone has to wear make-up!" 

Mar. 17th, 2009

feel the rush

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 I know nothing about jobs.

Do you think it's too late to apply for a summer job?

Feb. 17th, 2009

go away frmo the crowd

(no subject)

I quit. I finally quit it.

Jan. 24th, 2009

feel the rush

(no subject)

 there's something not right....
something missing...

Dec. 29th, 2008

feel the rush

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 To discover what you left behind
What you lost
What you once had
is it better now?
Everything is not possible.
Perfection cannot be achieved. 
Satisfaction is hard to reach.
This is not poetry.
Writing is a passion.
Peeing in bushes is a necessity. 

Dec. 10th, 2008

feel the rush

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 We have to make some homemade gift for our "secret snowflake" in our section. I can't sew or do crafts and I love cooking but i have never done it completely alone before.

I'm fucking hungry, and this damn present thing is taking up all my time. 

I have to make some fucking card by tonight, but i finally settled that I'm going to attempt to make butterscotch gingerbread cookies 2moro. it will probably fail. at the same time, i need to go buy stuff for my card, go to lab, go the gym--all today. on top of everything else. 

Nov. 12th, 2008

feel the rush

My teenage life in songs.

From what Ive seen
Youre just a one more hand me down
Cause no ones tried to give you what you need
I am with you now

I walk my own path, and blaze my own trail
because I'm not afraid to derail
I won't get in line or be a middle man
so fuck you I'll make my own plan
and I got respect and I dont neglect
the people that i really care to protect
am I a failure if I got nothing to lose
No, I'm not a failure, I've got something to prove

These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've got all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know ya do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

Cause I am playing God
I am raising hell
As far as I can tellI am all alone
Alone in this world
Alone, with you

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm trading places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...

I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,=
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice.

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
One last kiss
Before I go
Dry your tears
It is time to let you go...

Come on ya'll let's take this town
Come on ya'll let's take it down
On our own let's get away
Nothing more left here to see
Come on love make it perfect
More and more I will believe
Like a child I must believe
Come on ya'll make it perfect

She hit the floor
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low

For about four years I've hated this town
Yeah, so much I just wanna get out
Since graduation was long ago
Please somebody get me out of this hole
Cause I don’t want to get stuck in here
When I am thirty-four just talkin' 'bout high school years
No I don't wanna be there, and feel so stuck right here
Back and forth, side to side, oh my dear

Cause this ain't where it's at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it's pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack
We're always kickin back nobody can take that
And that is that it's like its all we have

So I'll run away to the hopes that I have
But still I fall asleep in the arms of my past
And when I wake so helpless and thinking of that
I just lay back down
Again, everyday
So maybe later today I'll know
What I will do with my life as I know it
Maybe for now I'll drive back to that place where I belong
And hope to God it hasn't changed

Well I'm going home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me.

Quoting: Matchbox Twenty's "Hand Me Down", Papa Roach's "Not Listening," Edwin McCain's "I could not ask for more", All-American Reject's "Move Along", Melissa Mcelland's "Rooftop", The Fray's "Over My Head", Natasha Beningfield's "Single," The Calling's "Our Lives", Augustana's "Boston", Papa Roach's "Forever", O.A.R's "This Town", Flo Rida's "Low," The Rocket Summer's "Brat Pack", and Daughtery's "Home"

Oct. 1st, 2008

go away frmo the crowd

(no subject)

maybe i need to slow the fuck down?

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